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start afresh7月26日 a little somethingI think it is time that i should write something,
and in english because there is really little chance for me to use it now.
recently something happened,
and something good, i think.
I have things to do every weekend
because somebody is in love, i think,
but i am not sure whether i should be.
i have things to do every twilight,
because i find someone nice,
and we can have a walk and talk.
and today, i went to see someone who i haven't seen for almost two years,
a little brother of mine,
and we had a really nice talk
and i feel happy for that.
so,
recently i am happy,
after all. 2月7日 my poor english记得上次sally 回来的时候我们嘲笑某人变成了不会讲英语男，
我现在成了不会讲英语女。
几个月没讲了，
现在根本无法沟通啊，
自己说出来的话听着就别扭，
天啊，college study 怎么这么不堪一击啊，
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜，
my poor english! 1月31日 家在北京生活了好几年了，
习惯了这里的生活，
在这里有朋友，
有同事，
可是，这里不是我的家，
永远也不属于我。
回家与回来，
情感上总是会失落，
上大学的时候还会哭鼻子。
妈妈说，
真的希望你能在我身边，
我真的寂寞。
我又何尝不是呢？
只有在妈妈身边的时候，
才可以什么都不用想，
才可以任性妄为。
为什么孩子长大了，
总会离父母越来越远呢，
一年又一年，
盼的，只是在家的那麽几天。
以后，我会在北京成家，
可是，那是不一样的，
我的家，永远只有一个。 12月30日 平静的生活记得一个人说过，
因为生活的很幸福，很快乐，
所以就不写日志了，
也没什么可写。
这段时间，
我的日子过得很健康，
生活很有规律，
也很开心。
于是，想到了这句话。
生活很平静，
没有了愤怒与怨恨，
有得是憧憬与期待。
没有了憎恶与鄙视，
有的是喜欢与欣赏。
我想，
我应该转变一下人生的轨迹了，
走入一个新的阶段。
祝福自己！ 11月23日 休息了很久很久没来这里写东西了，
发生了很多事。
轰轰烈烈的奥运会、残奥会就这样过去了，
如梦一般。
生病了，已经是有手术史的人了。。。
于是开始休息，
休息的日夜颠倒，
去了两次酒吧，
还是不喜欢这样的夜店生活。
就这样休息了两个多月，
要去上班了，
离开那个让人伤心又留恋的奥运大厦，
进入一个完全陌生的世界。 8月11日 had a nice day today今天去看了排球赛，
完完全全的去看比赛，
没有带任何证件，
没有工作。
拿着票，
大声喊中国加油！
很久没有这样痛快过。
在雨中走了很长的路，
很好，就是很冷。
和慧慧在寝室唱歌，
很久没有专心去听一首歌，
更不用说去唱了。
决定哪天去大K一场。
这几天突然很想总结一下这一年来的经历，
也许奥运的到来，
让离别感越来越重了。
于是从银行帐户开始，
打了长长的单子，
看着那串串数字，
真是痛心疾首，
太不会理财了。
要节俭，
以后绝对不再乱花钱。
找出扔了很久的日记本，
继续日记旅程，
只有这样才能每天了解自己，
督促自己，
知道自己想要什么，
不会那么糊里糊涂混日子。
总之，今天很开心。 8月6日 what is work?have worked for one year but still haven't figured out the meaning of work,
and the definition of work.
today I went to the Olympic Village and saw the team welcome ceremony.
though I have been there a couple of times, but this time I thought about the meaning of work.
that is meaningful work,
the orgnizing of everything in the village.
all you will think about is how to deal with different situations and gain good impressions on Chinese people,
not like some other place,
never put work first,
but the little profit of their own,
killing time every day and think about how to kiss their boss's ass and how to do as little as possible,
so as to shield from resposibility.
that is cleverness,
but not wisdom.
I can not learn to be that kind of person,
though get hurt sometimes because of that,
but I believe my understanding of the meaning of work,
and I will not bend my rules for some people's sillyness and short vision.
I will try to make as much meaning as possible during the days left. 8月3日 DisappointedDisappointed......
maybe I should not have high expectation on you,
but I can not help thinking that way.
I am disappointed,
hurt,
but the most important thing is,
I lost trust in you, and in people.
why we have to cheat on our friends,
on the one who loves you,
on the one who would like to sacrifice everything for you.
human beings are strange.
people do not value the ones who love them,
people hurt the ones who treat them good because of those unimportant,
and one day,
the ones who love them disappear,
they begin to regret,
or worse,
some people never regret.
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